hmm...well i dont really know whats wrong..i kno i just feel soo confused...frustrated...sad...and distanced....and i dont know why...i kno this sounds like im goin through depression...but thats not it...yet i cant tell u waht this is....i was so happy ...you made me happy...but i dont know anymore...im still happy with you dont get me wrong..but are you still happy with me...?

haha so being a girl i went to the mall with my sister...shopping always makes you happier...lol...it worked a lil...she got shorts at Pac Sun...(that store has really pretty ppl...hahaha) ANYWAY...we also got a CD..and im listening to it now...i love when music helps...its all like yelling and loud and mad...AHH i LOVEE ITT!!!!!.... ok so im goin to go do something...maybe...i dont kno what i feel like doing though...o well...knowing me i will probably bake something...im a loser i know...o well.. ok so bye for now...

please talk to me i dont know whats goin on...and im sorry im such a girl if i am thinking way to much...but you kno that...i think way to much...and its not a good thing...i dont know what im saying anymore..i know that im confused...but i do know that i love you...and hope you can still love me too...